Montana broke up with me today. I think he has been fucking around on me anyways but it still hurts. I've been crying since I got home about 3 or 4 hours ago. I can't wait to get back up to college station. I really wanted Montana and I to work, I loved him to death and now I just hurt. I knew something was up anyways, he had been acting weird ( Read more... )

I have so much work to do, I'm failing my classes. I miss home, I miss being a kid, I want to go home and have things the way they used to be. I want to go to work instead of school... I want to have friends and get drunk... I want to be happy... I want everything I can't have!!! I hate being me ( Read more... )

I think Montana and I are drifting apart. I don't know what to think about it but I don't think he realizes I feel this way and nothing seems to be bothering him so maybe he knows and he's not saying anything b/c he doesn't want to hurt me but who knows ( Read more... )

I want a best friend that will give me hugs... that I can open up to... that I can have sex with... someone who loves me or at least makes me think they love me! I miss Montana and I want someone to be here... I want him but really I just want a friend... I don't want to lose Montana I love him too much!!

I miss being home... I want things the way they were! I miss mommy and daddy and Montana! I don't like knowing I can never have what I had again. I want to cry, I hate growing up, I hate change!!

Today was my first day of college... I can't believe I have grown up this fast. I miss being in high school already but I know this will be an amazing experience ( Read more... )

I LOVE MONTANA!!!!!!

Montana and I aren't together anymore... I told him a lie and he got completely pissed off about it and I'm tired of begging so... that's what happened ( Read more... )

I have 12 days left of highschool... I'm really getting down about the idea... I miss the way things were ( Read more... )

I can't do this anymore... so much shit is bothering me... it's so hard to fucking stand up now days... my only night off work and I'm stuck at home... I need someone to cry to but it's just so scary! I can't take it anymore... I just want to fall... give up and never come back! I want to go somewhere were no body knows my name!! I want to go ( Read more... )