I can't take much more, my heart feels like it is torn to shreds, why why does this have to happen. ITS NOT FREAKING FAIR SHE HAS TO BE LIEING!!!!! I can't take people doing this to me. If its true or not I can't take much more. It hurts to much. I want them both back I need them both in my life.

Today or rather tonight is the memoral service for my dad in Taiwan. My mom sent me an email describing what the big church looked like. I thought it was cool. I wish i was there, today is going to be really hard cause I want to be there.and I can't be there os that really sucks. Anyway I do have to work today and that will take my mind off it but ( Read more... )

It has been forever since I wrote in here so I am gonna try and tell you what has been going on which is alot. SO I obviously have told you about Colbey. Well he is moving to Arizona to go to school there. Crystal asked me on friday is I was gonna miss him I didn't tell her but YES I WILL MIS HIM he is fun to bug. Well friday I was there very early ( Read more... )

HE IS SUCH A FREAKING FLIRT AND HE KNOWS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRR. Ok I had to work my first shift in the morning which was all right. It was different since i had never worked mornings before so I was kinda learning the ropes, basicly you got to double stock everything to set up for the rest of the day. Well that was ok and Jen put me on front ( Read more... )

I don't wanna work today, I know for a fact I have a high chance of getting sent to drive threw and I am just not in the mood to deal with cutormers. I am hoping I can sweet talk the floor manager into letting me run for F.C or drive threw. I doubt it though, the words "you need the practice" are comeing to mind. Well buzz of Colbey or I swear I ( Read more... )

I am sleepy. It is probaly cause I got to sleep at midnight. but I also have to work today I haven't had to work three days in a row for a week or so wow. Usualy I work long shifts on the week end. But Jen is being cool and letting me off early so I can get to FCC bye 5:30 on saturdays ( Read more... )

Wahh I don't wanna go to work today, WAHH!!!!!!! Mabye Colbey will send me home YAY, ha ha doubt it thought. Oh well. My Grandmother is comeing home from AZ today, oh joy well at least I know i won't be late down to my ride anymore. He was sleeping in this morning and made me late I am not to happy with him about that cause it made me late to class ( Read more... )

I really need to learn what sleep is. WAAAAAHHH spring break is over. And my classes this semester are gonna be hard. I think I can make it but its gonna be alot of work. Oh boy ( Read more... )

OMG, OMG. This has been going through my head for sevearl minutes. SHE FREAKING MARRIED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok to be honest I knew it was comeing since I plotted her engagement I knew she was probaly gonna get me back. But OMG, to read what she actully said and beeing it is just about Easter, it is the best Easter present ever. I can't believe I am ( Read more... )

UGH I got to work tomorrow and I am not looking forward to it. Oh well its not for very long I think. Anyway, I won't get to ride to school with Adam which is cool, he and I talked and it just wasn't gonna work and I understood why. so oh well I will take the bus. Today was really boring, well I have enjoyed having a spring break again. Haven't had ( Read more... )