figuring out my shit is difficult because i have to call myself out on my own bullshit. and i can't just blame jessica for being such a cunt, because i have to see that she's not the only person involved.

at least i'm trying to become more adult. nothing comes from nothing.

this year has indeed been an interesting one ( Read more... )

My grandfather is dying ( Read more... )

i want reed to stop being in my house constantly.

but since that's not possible, i suppose i should just stop obsessing.....right? 

hey brazilian married mothers

you have sunk the whale, so stop sharpening your harpoons.

i´m now in brasil.

and verily thus, at the request of my family, i´m using a blog they can easily see:

http://maryinbrazil.blogspot.com

it´s so strange  being here, but it´s also wonderful.

i think i´m going to love it here


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my flight to brazil is ridiculous ( Read more... )

AUGUST NINTH! AUGUST NINTH! I AM LEAVING AUGUST NINTH!

I FINALLY GOT MY VISA TODAY, AND KIERSTEN SAID SHE'S SENDING MY TICKET FOR AUGUST NINTH TO ME THIS WEEK!

MY HEART IS RACING WITH EXCITEMENT OH MY GOD!!!!!

if i get my visa this week, i would leave for brazil in two weeks ( Read more... )

oh yeah ( Read more... )