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[la_missyxbadass]

Haven't written in this thing for so long... I don't know why.. Maybe its because of the fact I feel I write & no one reads.. Then @ the same time.. I don't really write to have the world read.. so I've been writing in a private journal.. But I think its about time for an update

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With expectations

[litllmiss]

you are bound to be disappointed. The definition of ideal is existing only in the mind: Imaginary; lacking practicality... or, PERFECT. Humans are fallible and not without fault. Live in the present but for the future, I have always said. Must keep hindsight at a minimal... like 5%, for the sole purpose of learning experience through retrospect. I have witnessed the destruction of many relationships because of expectation and time counting. Life can be lived simply with appreciation and acceptance of others paths.
Romanticism is a beautiful sense of appreciation. That is, if it is not used misused as a means of emotional escapism...

[la_missyxbadass]

I heard someone else mention something about what we were talking about @ your house the other night.. the % of the "enlightened".
That talked was unbelieveable. Thoughts I couldn't verbalize ....

For me to lower my standards, it would be escapism. A sense of being so desperate for the romance...
For one to be a true romantic, one would need to take romanticism as just that, a beautiful sense of appreciation.
&its something I know in my heart.
&you saved me too that night.

Rachel, I've never seen so much truth come out of anyone the way it did from you the other night.
mere appreciation for someone so special.. for such an angel

love you
thick and thin

[la_missyxbadass]

woah.. being stoned & typing.. def don't do it often anymore.
too lazy to backspace hahah & correct.

ahh.. ihad a laugh. I hope u did too.

[la_missyxbadass]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. MY god.

[litllmiss]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. MY god.