Well.. today was interesting. I woke up an hour and a half late for a one time job that I was supposed to help a friend out with. I arrived two hours late, and as I hadn't read the E-mail he sent me I didn't wear the correct outfit. I felt like an asshole.=( To drown myself in my sorrows I indulged myself in a late lunch at the 3rd street promenade ( Read more... )

I am content now with myself and have been for the past few weeks, with little to no awareness. I have often felt the strangest mixture of anxieties that hardly even seem possible. I have social anxiety and fear of being alone. I contradict myself. I am rid of all of the dramas in my life. What is left now is genuine, and if it's not, you can ( Read more... )

Seize the night. Car pe Nocturne.

This weekend was madness for me. I'm skipping two classes today for this very reason.
Friday, October 21st On friday I went to work and when I got off my friend Shai, who bartends at my restaurant, invited me to a halloween party that his friend was throwing. When I got there, I was astonished at the effort ($ & work) put into the party. We had ( Read more... )

My frustration was boiling over with my min. 5 page identity essay. I ran out of printer paper. I brought my lap top to class (pierce college should have wireless internet, bah), and Mr. Gonzales who I could bash on right now but wont because it is almost expected, made me go print it out. I went to the student store (nice place! Just built this ( Read more... )

RespitedAscetic: rachell ( Read more... )

punkrockmunkey7: make sure to get a little aleep ( Read more... )

Druidofdarkness: the way you use them, it's as though you're moving through them ( Read more... )

jhozbos: You need to nurture and take care of. That's why you pick self serving selfish people because they like to be taken care of. What about you??? When do you get yours my little lady?????

..Hah..

Perfection is ugly.