So, school started. Yay ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't posted in forever. I can't even believe summer is almost over. I feel like I haven't done anything at all. I'm so boring. Band camp was like the highlight of the entire 2 months. Basically, I've been sluggishly doing my summer work, babystitting, and reading a lot. I haven't been home that much, either. Things were a little more ( Read more... )

I have learned two things today:
1. Crying makes you really tired.
2. I'm done hoping. Whoever said all you need is hope was a quack.

I need to go to Maine. Now. I'm done with everything. Sorry. I'm really not in the mood to post. Maybe later.

Happy Summer!
Hey okay I know that summer has been here for a while and I haven't updated in forever. But, school's over and I managed to get an A in all my classes, so I'm still holding out. Summer's been really lame so far. I had to trek my way to Virginia Beach the day after school got out. I didn't get even a day to enjoy summer considering I ( Read more... )

     I give up, I really do. You can have him. Clearly I'm not allowed to be happy because everytime I get close to it something gets in my way. Like this time, my friend all of a sudden likes the guy I really like. Of course it's not really her fault, you can't really help who you like. I wish I didn't have to try SO FUCKING HARD to be happy. No, ( Read more... )

Kay, so I know I haven't posted in a while but I'm kinda angry, confused, sad, and hurt right now. So, I thought I'd vent. So you know that guy I was talking about? Yeah, well I asked him who he liked and he wouldn't tell me. Now normally he would tell me no questions asked and ask me what he should do wah wah wah. But, this time he didn't. So, I ( Read more... )

I know it's a little late but we won NESBA Finals! So, that's two NESBA titles. It's not as many as five, but I'm cool with that. There are two sides to this. IF, we lose (large if) ever, I'm probably going to be the worst loser ever. But, then again, we can't ever lose again. So that's good. My parents still can't believe I was actually in the ( Read more... )

So, here's a new issue to mull over ( Read more... )

fuck.my.life.

NESBA Finals Sunday. We got it. We just gotta show 'em we got it. After all, it's not how good you are, it's how much you want it. (Thanks, Kiki)

Let's go girls.

So, basically, it's bugging the crap out of me that everyone in the entire world has a love life. Except, of course for me. I've never had a love life. At this point I'm thinking I never will. I've asked myself many times "What the hell is wrong with me?" I'm sure there are plenty of things. But, now, I'm thinking what kind of person I am where NO ( Read more... )