“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends ( Read more... )

Written by the ONE AND ONLY Craig Ostrander

"I met you in a dream once
Your face was so blurry
I had that same dream again
It was much clearer this time
Shapeless lines became rigid and straight
Hair curled around your neck
Brown eyes replaced black holes
Glowing like starlight
A smile that could ignite the sun
Millions of miles away
I don’t dream like that ( Read more... )

"there is always one person you love who becomes the definition. it usually happens retrospectivley, but it always happens eventually. this is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of those qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. this is because the individual who ( Read more... )

fucckkkeeen. fuck fuck fuck. its only been 3 days? how the fuck am i supposed to make it to may? or even a week. im going to lose it.

SWEET CHEESUS!

im hungry.

it's one of those days where you just want to kick everything you see.

my day thus far consists of:

me wanting to kill my mom, an all out 3 hour battle between me and the printer at work, trying to fix the computer...again, and feeling like someone has punched me in the heart. WHERE WILL IT GO FROM HERE FOLKS?

one would think by this point my sinuses would have become adjusted to puke spewing out them regularly. but no.

methylethylbadshit.

what branch of the goverment do you work for?!?!