I just quit my two, overlapping jobs without a backup plan. It was necessary. But now I'm terrified. My friends have been supportive and generous, which is all I can ask for. The future is completely open. I think the most startling thing about this all is that I'm beginning to heave healthy reactions to things. That feels foreign and new.

High

does anyone still read this?

i haven't used this piece in almost a year.  i am, in most ways, a different person than i was at the height of my livejournal  usage.  some practical updates: i'm leaving the job i've had for over three years to return to school full time this summer. i've been taking night classes and i just think that it's time for me to take the plunge back ( Read more... )

i am facing some of my wost fears!

life updates. nothing has changed at all except the paint job in my room was finally completed and i purchased a taxidermied magpie that currently resides on a shelf at the head of my bed. i am currently looking foward to a cruise to nova scotia in the summer of 06. other than that there is not much to speak of.

I am reliving 2 summers ago, wherein i listen to philip glass and cry all day. and by cry i mean chainsmoke. fuck that noise! i welcome fall with open arms. and i welcome jennifer aniston with open legs. i am truly a hollowed out shell of my former crab. want some cheese with that wane? then read my new thing

last year my grandfather took me in the basement and told me he wanted to give me something he'd been waiting all my life to give me. i was expecting some really ornate, ugly gold jewelry. instead he gave me an 8-track cassette of the soundtrack to the godfather part two. then he immediately took it back and told me that i was not yet mature enough ( Read more... )

i love spaghetti but CAN NOT eat linguine. i have had diner waitresses tell me it's the same, but you see, flat spaghetti horrifies me ( Read more... )

i like calling kidneys "kids ( Read more... )

there are a lot of things i dont like about the movie million dollar hotel but the demented flirtation between jeremy davies and milla jovovich isn't one of them. it might actually be my favorite cinematic romantic development. ever.