"Screw you and I hope you burrrrnn!!"

[la_vie_a_perdu]

Well needless to say I made myself out to be a jackass again last night. Ed, Nige and I hung out in Ed's room watching Apocolypse Now and I drank a little more than I should have. After about the sixth or seventh drink I began feeling sorry for myself and starting to bring out the fuck everyonesydrome. So I guess at the time I figured hey my life

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[foreverdressup]

will, you need to stop drinking away your problems. i'm not saying that to sound fucking edge. but ever since ive known you... you've always turned to things that dont help you out much. we have talked about this a million times. it hurts that you say you have no one to talk to. but i just think you need to stop worrying about getting people back and get your life together. once you get your life together and show her that you did it for yourself and not just for her. then maybe things would be different.

i'm always here...

[la_vie_a_perdu]

Yeah, I think your right. I cant smoke pot or drink anymore because my work doesn't allow it in your system when using the fork lift go figure hah... But im going 100% clean for a long time because I noticed its slowing me the way fuck down.