Ah yes... live journal. So it has been a really long time since I've last written in this pointless journal. A lot of things have happend in my life since the last entry... BIG things... For instance Im now single ::gasp:: yes... and its a terrible thing. After all the years I have spent with this girl it has now come to an end. Now that I've ( Read more... )

I feel so fucking lonely and lost... For the past couple of nights I can only get 2 hours of sleep. Im such a fucking mess... Honestly I didn't think being alone and not having chelsea anymore would affect me this much...:starts crying again:: I really need to suck it up and shut up. Im never going to with her ever again and it sucks soo much. Why ( Read more... )

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Well needless to say I made myself out to be a jackass again last night. Ed, Nige and I hung out in Ed's room watching Apocolypse Now and I drank a little more than I should have. After about the sixth or seventh drink I began feeling sorry for myself and starting to bring out the fuck everyonesydrome. So I guess at the time I figured hey my life ( Read more... )

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Yeah so its pretty much been ages since I've written in this thing... Chelsea and I are pretty much done perminantly. I went over her house to get a bunch of my shit like socks, shirts, and boxers. Maybe this is a good change... or maybe not... who knows. Honestly I really shouldn't get upset about all of this obviously Chelsea and I weren't ( Read more... )

Haha, yesterday I fake sick and stay home and the next day we get a snow day. What are the odds... Hopefully Chelsea wakes up soon so I can get out of here. So yeah thats pretty much all i have to look forward to today ( Read more... )

I need to find a job and FAST! Prom is comming and I need to scrounge up money for chelsea and I to go. My plan is since I cant dance is to get sloshed and pretend I can and if people make fun of me I can say I was shitfaced. Hahaha... So yeah... Lately I've been trying to fill out as many applications as possible.

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Last night was a blast. Chelsea finally got to hang out with Willy Ed and I and hey there was a new addition. This girl named Mia came (Willy's new girlfriend)she seemed pretty cool... Very quiet and shy... but yeah she kinda came into Ed's room and was like "hey.. do you mind?" while looking at Chelsea and smiling. I guess she wanted to feel ( Read more... )

I wish I could put everything thats going on in my head into words. That way I'd be able to vent but waiting too long and not venting my anger to anyone makes it all just build up into this one huge mess in my head. Lately I just feel like hitting the first person that pisses me off. Or maybe just downing a ridiculous amount of valium and vodka ( Read more... )