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just a feeling
my life has become so monotonous ( Read more... ) -
why we love the people we do
a part of me just wants to dump everything and move away with Ben. the other part wants to stay here and be comfortable and know what's to come.
i am just so tired of this mundane life i live and i refuse to live it without Ben. life is too short to not be with him. so when the decision finally comes, i will choose to be with Ben. where ever he may ( Read more... ) -
this is starting to feel like it's right before my eyes. i can taste it, it's my sweet beginning.
i haven't written anything in a long time. all my thoughts just kept in my head, and not released into the world. keeping them bridled and weighing on my mind. i remember making the decision to write a long, long time ago. and not following up on it. i guess i didn't have the time, or the motivation, but i really did want to ( Read more... ) -
you ain't nothin' but a troublemaker, girl
i always just wonder how differently everything would have turned out if i had stayed in New York. what kind of priorities i would have, instead of the one i do have. where i would have ended up, who i would have ended up with. do not get me wrong, i am extremely grateful for the life i live, and i love it everyday. i just wonder.
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all we care about is talking, talking about me and you
just re-read my old xanga. it was so ridiculous, i was so ridiculous. it's funny things can be captured in time, through pictures and words. -
risk management
sometimes i think about everything that i'm not doing and I'm so disappointed in myself. This isn't the what I have imagined for myself. Although thankfully I'm fully in love with my boyfriend and that aspect of my life is great. But in all the other ways I am disappointed in my "career", in where I am financially, still at home. I feel as though ( Read more... ) -
trouble sleeping.
i just can't get over, how much i deserved that.
and how i didn't get it because of politics. -
weary
it is inevitable that people change. People grow apart and people grow closer. it's just hard to adjust to change.
and you reminisce about what was and about what is.
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you come back to me and i'll come back to you
I just don't want to miss out on anymore living. I just want to make sure I don't regret not taking full advantage of my youth.
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