well i guess this is as good a time as ever to say my goodbyes. graduation was beautiful i'm so proud of my babies!!! haha yea and this past week has been awesome so thanks to everyone yall know i love you. keep it real in da hood for meh. i'll be back soon enough to make sure this place didn't burn to the ground. ok bye kids ( Read more... )

i have decided that i am going to post only one more entry after this. this baby has servd me well for 5 years now, and i think its about time to retire her, but first i'll sum everything over these past years up ( Read more... )

its 312 am and i am not not tired. i am shaking very badly. i was reading this book about a guy who came from the rich part of d.c. and went to some ivy league school and yadda yadda yadda, then when he got out of school he gave away everything he owned and gave all his money to charity. then he hitch-hiked to northern alaska and tried to hike ( Read more... )

this week- to nj for bamboozle ( Read more... )

i just had a lil nappy-poo and i dreamt about sex. people need to stop doing coke. i guess cris cares more about us going to prom together than i thought. reassuring after rachel totally screwed me w/ the limo n shit. i thought he would just go w/ felicia and they would all have a good time...and i really wouldn't have given a shit. but its ( Read more... )

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fernando is waiting for me on top of the coffee shop.  i can't sleep nights away anymore.  there is no time.  no time at all.  i'm in love.  in love with love and lousy poetry.  not with rob.  i'm sick of wasting time.  you've wasted every moment of ur saturdays and ur sundays.

i'm sick of being single

muscles move the same but everything is different. they are still bound by routine but they know another way. i feel like a kid at christmas eve. the earlier i go to sleep the faster the next day comes. these tommorrows need to start piling up faster.

i need need need to do this.

last night i drove a cadillac with no window down pacific highway through the mountains and the palm trees with three drunk bros in the back. i realized. we can do this. do it all.