Ahhh.. 2006.
Id love to talk about 2006. The absolute worst moments of my life happened last year...(it sure feels funny to say "last year" when it was only a few days ago.) We'll say "this past year" instead. 
      So, this past year has been quite eventful. I fell in love for real for the first time. That all consuming, you are my everything and ( Read more... )

Mmm. I miss my boo. 
Thats all I have to say.

Saturday, November 18, 2006
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

You are coming to the close of one of the most intense periods of your life. You'll probably never stop probing and looking for the hidden meaning in things, but now you might be more interested in applying your wisdom than just gaining more. Circumstances are about to change for the better, ( Read more... )

Forgive, sounds good ( Read more... )

I pretty much hate people today. 
Well, "I hate the world today." 
The only thing is, I think this is a permanent thing. I just dont like people. 
There is, of course, always a few exceptions. But Ive discovered this:
People just suck. I used to think that everyone had some bit of good in them somewhere, but just within the past couple days Ive really ( Read more... )

For once, Im not letting the blame be shifted to me so that everyone but myself can feel better.
For once I am not allowing the the finger to be wrongfully pointed at me when I know it shouldnt be, because even when I did do that, it went unnoticed.. So that while everyone else was out there feeling better, I wasnt. 
I know where I stand and for once ( Read more... )

Well. 
Whatever. 
Theres nothing I can do.
Big boost, I feel just GREAT. (Note the sarcasm.)
Im pissed off.
Because Im hurt. 
Because I let myself get hurt.
Because I finally open up to another boy, who isnt Travis.
I finally trust and care about another boy.
Trust that he WONT hurt me.
Trust that not all boys are bad. 
Ha. Ha. fucking Ha.

Frustration and my heart hurts. 
Mostly just frustration. 
I dont know what to do with myself and all this crap.

Frustration.

No i'm not the (wo)man i used to be lately
See you met me at an interesting time
If my past is any sign of your future
You should be warned before i let you inside

Hold on to whatever you find baby
Hold on to whatever will get you through
Hold on to whatever you find baby
I don't trust myself with loving you

I will beg my way into your garden
I will break ( Read more... )

No i'm not the man I used to be lately
See you met me at an interesting time
If my past is any sign of your future
You should be warned before I let you inside

Hold on to whatever you find baby
Hold on to whatever will get you through
Hold on to whatever you find baby
I don't trust myself with loving you

I will beg my way into your garden
I will ( Read more... )