the best part is seeing my heart beat under my chest bones

how long has it been? almost 9 years and its all back. the notebooks full of crazy calculations, the fasting, all of it. I cant stop it either, I'm on a train to crazy and I know I'm on the train, and that I should get off it, but I don't ( Read more... )

I just hathe strangest dream....I was in a hotel with some famous person, but I don't know who it was. In my dream we were friends, but the kind that aren't very nice to each other. She ate a ketchup packet and I wanted to go get a salad and them she grabbed my waist and told me, "going out makes us round around here ( Read more... )

I have been hanging out with the same person for a week ...omg I am so tired of their bs.

I'm sick!

Sometimes I feel like an ornery teenager.

I also feel disconnected from a lot of the people I know. I think I just prefer to be at home.

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most people will never understand that accomplished feeling I get after going to the bathroom.

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