( Bullshit )

I've been trying to update for a while, I swear...I have. I was about to just let this journal drift into oblivion but I couldn't, because it's hard for me to keep it and its some sort of challenge ( Read more... )

I’ve had enough! I’m not going to let some poison mouthed dimwit bring me down, not anymore that is. Polo is and always will be one of the most important blokes in my life but there just comes a time when you can’t let someone step on you over and over again, no matter how much you love them. I’m not saying I’m going to be all happy-go-lucky from ( Read more... )

I’ve been caught in the stupidity of the moment, I’ve been reminded once again of all that I hate about myself and I have, afresh, been dragged down, pummeled in manners that I could not possibly explain and have, yet again, seen that no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I can be. It’ll never be enough ( Read more... )

There really is no point to this other than getting some things in print, I'm not writing for anyone other than myself and considering that most of my friends wouldn't even consider getting a journal I won't be having much social interaction in here. I've always had trouble getting my own feelings down in paper, the computer makes no difference ( Read more... )