well tonight i have relived all of my sorrows and i cried about each one. it feels good to actually tell some 1 about it b/c everything that has gone wrong and that is hurtful has been eating away at my soul, so i'm glad i got it off of my chest before i bcome bitter and angry. nothing good has sprung from that. i needed to let go and realize that ( Read more... )

well i think i feel alittle better about my horrible life. i'm @ michaela's right now, i think were going 2 watch Romeo & Juliet. the newer version. well my day @ school was sort of crummy. i don't kno, its just that some of my so called friends just don't understand me and they r'nt supportive in ne way. so that just added to my hurt and now i ( Read more... )

The pain inside is just to much for me 2 deal w/. that's all i can manage to say. i'm sick of feeling like someones' thrown out trash. i'm damn sick of feeling hurt. fuck this life where i stand alone and those who passed me by made me suffer and made me cry. i don't kno if i have ne more trust. well i better go do my load of h/w.

I really can't take it ne more. i hate feeling the way i do. every time i'm home i want to just die. i hate being somewhere where no 1 understands me @ all. i'm so alone.my mom is so awful. she yelled @ me for not going home earlier and cuz i hung out w/ ppl she doesn't kno!!! well then in the car she was all like "well thier all wearing black"! ( Read more... )

i feel extremely strange @ the moment! i have been thinking about how i used to be last year and i so different it kinda makes me wonder. what has happened to me??? its like my soul just poured out of my body and replaced itself w/ someone else. well some things r still the same like how i feel about the catholic churches' rules( which are dumb, ( Read more... )