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i went home early b/c i was feeling shitty. i have anemia so it makes me weak, ugly, and pale. so i suppose my redblood cell count is extremely low. that shit can cause me to faint or even die. but sometimes i wish it would kill me. well i feel a little better b/c i cried for a few hours and released some of my emotions. i apologize to every one ( Read more... ) -
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How can one persons' words hurt so much, i'm really not sure. i can't take it ne more my heart and soul feel liked they have been snatched out of me and ripped up. i hate the way i feel about all this shit that orbiting my life. i feel so helpless i can't stop crying. i try and think of something good but i can't find ne thing worth it. i'm sick of ( Read more... ) -
go me!!!!lol!
i know have a job and it will only take up two hours a week!!!!!!!! most of the time!!! i feel really smart! i'm tutoring my friend in math and i'm getting paid $10 per hour!!! fuck yeah! not that i'm really money crazy but considering i only have one parent i need this money to pay for my stuff so my mom doesn't have to !!!! well that and i also ( Read more... ) -
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i'm just crazy right now. i feel so many things all @ once i sometimes wonder if my head and heart r going to explode. i feel happy, i feel sad, i feel frustrated,and i feel motivated to work out every other day now even though working out fucking blows badger wang!!!! well i'm going to sleep, cuz i need to look presentable and i'm going to sort my ( Read more... ) -
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wow!!! my brain is functioning 2day!!! well ne ways. i saw gwen stefani's new video on trl. it was hmmmm....... i suppose interesting.
tell me what u all think about this quote:
immature love says: i love you because i need you.
mature love says i need you because i love you.
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well today was pretty good considering the day got off 2 a bad start. i felt sicky and gross but i got over it and came to school. well not willingly, but my mom forced me 2 once again. and then things just weren't so bad i made 2 more good friends. so i guess things r a little better. well i'm going to go do h/w!!!!! -
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well my mom doesn't want to take me to hayden's b/c her licence is in her car that brian is driving. and brian doesn't want to take me b/c he's a frickin' bum. it would only take like 7 minutes. ppl piss me off! well i'm just going to beg him when he gets back. we r getting new tile on the floor and it fucking sucks. those fuckers have been here ( Read more... ) -
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i seem 2 b feeling a bit more postive. i went to the mall, met ^ w/ hayden and bryce, hung out, shopped, ate cajun(mmmmm....), left w/ mom to go buy 2 shirts and perfume, ate a peanut butter cookie, picked up monica w/ cameron, and returned to my house. My brother and his friends were dressing up 4 a halloween party. i put make up on them b/c they ( Read more... ) -
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well i'm home again. its friday night and my mom won't let me go out. i wanted 2 c hayden (my bestest friend). well the only reason my mom could think of to lock me up is that i slept over michaela's last night. well so what. its a fricking 3 day weekend. i hate this house and right now she is diabolic. i hate it here b/c there's no 1 2 talk to and ( Read more... ) -
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well i'm watching Grl Interrupted w/ michaela. its kinda funny and not @ the same time. well i feel 25% better than i did last night so i guess life isn't so badd!!! me and michaela r going to prank her sister. i'm gonna freak her out so badd!!!!lol! i'm gonna say something so freak crazy. like "that top makes u look sexy!" lol. taylor is the most ( Read more... )