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well i feel gross cuz i got a head ache. but oh well, i am excited 4 michaela cuz her b day is tomorrow. i am making her a really kool card. i hope she likes it. man, i wish i was turning 16. well nm happened to 2day. but i was sorta moody. but things were okay. i'm hungry......i think my mom is making pork chops, macaroni and cheese, brocoli, and ( Read more... ) -
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i still feel the same. i made an effort to feel happy today ,but alas the pain concurs once more. not to mention now my grandma went really crazy today so my mom is w/ her in the hospital so they can scan her and stuff. i hope she is okay. even though she is pysco i still love her. i wish i wasn't alone. being alone just makes me think about sad ( Read more... ) -
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well my good mood didn't last too long. well at least i tried. but my hurt just rose back up in me again and i just had to let it spill from my eyes and run down my cheeks. there is nothing left for me to do. i feel lonely but there's nothing i can do. well i hope every one is in a better mood than i am right now. i don't want to feel this way ne ( Read more... ) -
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my tummy aches a little but nothing a little peptobismal won't fix!!!! yucky..........well my grandma woke me up @ 6 o'clock b/c she said she was lost and i had to help her find her clothes. she has been so pysco today. oh well. nothing new. i'm still blue but i must say i'm fighting it. i was watching the movie Coming to America, it was so funny. ( Read more... ) -
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hmmm.......i guess i feel good at this time. which is surprising b/c i haven't been able to say that in quite some time. i hung out @ the skate park w/ hayden which was.................interesting. and i came home to chill w/ my sis and nephew. i got to eat a piece of apple pie goodness. and now i seem to b passing out,lol. and i kno i need to ( Read more... ) -
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well i feel alittle better. me and my mom went to the mexican restuarant to eat and then we rented a movie. but i still feel crappy. i think that one of my so called friends doesn't want to talk to me or something. i really didn't do ne wrong. if i upset u then tell me so and don't ignore me b/c i would never do that to u! don't worry hayden i'm ( Read more... ) -
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help!!! some one please call. i kno i've been alittle pysco but i'm trying. man, well, i'm gonna go do crunches so i don't go eat ! b/c when i'm bored i'll go eat for the hell of it........so i'm going to exercise to prevent gluttoney. bye Liset -
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i'm really lonely. can someone please call me and make plans. well i called michaela's cell.......not working. called hayden this morning................she was drowzy and wanted to sleep(i don't blame her). called bryce.........................no answer. well i already hung out w/ rachel yesterday after the whole mercury fiasco. and we watched ( Read more... ) -
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well today was shit. nothing new. two of my good guy friends aren't talking b/c one took away a grl that the other one liked. so i'm helping sort that out. i think michaela is cheering up so that's good. i feel really sick and fucked up.my anemia's finally taking its toll on me. my joints and bones r acheing and i feel cold, but who cares. i look ( Read more... ) -
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well i'm more upset now then when i was this morning. so be it. i hate myself, i hate this world, and i hate that i did nothing to diserve such pain. i was thinking yesterday that mayb i should just act bitchy so that i won't b shocked when ppl r cruel to me. oh well, wtf ever. i'm not going to stop being a good person b/c certain ppl want to use ( Read more... )