well right now i'm doing a tone of h/w. this weekend has been truly crazy. i spent yesterday thinking alot and i was alittle sad. but today i seem to be getting by. i have alot of work to do though two science projects, one feature article, one test, and another paper all due on tuesday......(sigh). but i'm going to do my science stuff today so i ( Read more... )

Dude, i just got back from seeing the Harry Potter movie and i liked it alot, but the book is of course a billion times better! they left out alot of stuff again......nothing new. but this time it was some of the important evil plot stuff so i was disapointed alittle. Well Daniel Radcliff is as hott as ever! The guy who played Cedric was hott also ( Read more... )

my day was long, and i'm a tired ass. anemia's acting up so it makes me feel extra tired. i need rest most definately. well one good thing happened today......my mom made a ton of bread pudding w/ raisons, yum. i can eat it for break fast and lunch tomorrow w/ salad. i'm going to answer this question Katie Goldie asked me now so i can give it to ( Read more... )

well today was hmmm........shitty in some ways. i am really tired and i went to the gym to work out b/c i'm in need of it.  i guess i'm just exhausted, i need to sleep, my anemia's acting up again.......my body is achy. and my mom is giving me fucking shit and i really want to fucking just leave the house right now, but i have no choice but to stay ( Read more... )

well today was long and stupid. i wish i was sick so i could stay home tomorrow i'm really drained physically and emotionally. my grades stress me out so much but i think that my creative writing grade has improved. well i'm going to let selena's beautiful voice wash over me and i'm going to try to sleep early.

well today was okay for the most part. i mostly felt happy ,but a little sad about my issues. my question still stands: "what is my purpose?" i swear that one day i'll find out.......if its the last thing i do. well i ate left over italian...i hope it doesn't give me a tummy ache. i have a question for every one:

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well, i had a great time @ michaela's party. it was fun. i don't kno but i just got on here to update and i put on this music and now i am a little sad. i think its b/c i haven't had a good cry this week yet. i think i shed a few tears early this week though. oh well i'm going to try to feel happier. by the way- michaela i love ur hair. and to a ( Read more... )

well i'm actually enjoying my family's company. we r gonna rent zoolander and the wedding singer. sweet! i had a depressing day @ school though. i was all emo, i hate the world, i hate myself........which i still do feel that way but i'm trying to put it away from my mind. i really enjoyed talking w/ kiley in creative writing. she is a great person ( Read more... )

Today is one of those days.........the whole world feels like a hell hole. i feel ugly and fat. and i am unable to go to the gym b/c i have to clean so my "family" that is coming to visit can have a clean room to sleep in. i feel shitty and there's nothing i can do about it!!! hmmm.......i think i want to lose 15 lbs. i have already lost over 30. i ( Read more... )

I'm so tired. i think i'm gonna pass out. i'm gonna c if i can take an hour nap. i feel sorta moody too. i had a pretty good day. I hope you like ur card michaela!!!!! i put alot of thought into that, u better save it lady!!!! mmmmm.......my mom is making spagetti, fuck yeah! well i'm going to take a nap and eat and do work and clean! i had a weird ( Read more... )