Haven't been on here in years. Just checking to see that my journal is still here and checking to see what's new with LJ

Things have been rough this week. I'm still trying to come to terms with what happened this last Tuesday. It's difficult. I log onto this journal and see the picture of Olivia sitting on Cheyenne. I go to bed at night and keep seeing that image of her lying in the field. When I wake up in the morning, it's the first thing I think about... I keep ( Read more... )

 I know it's been forever since I updated, but I need to write right now ( Read more... )

 
Week 1-2

The first two weeks after a baby’s birth are generally very uneventful in terms of interaction between baby, parents and siblings. Your new baby will spend much of his time sleeping during these weeks, often causing you to have to wake him up to feed him, change his diapers, etc. You will find yourself wondering when you can play with ( Read more... )

In about 15 more hours we'll be welcoming our baby!!! Today has gone by super fast. I worked online a little this morning and then DH, Olivia, and I went grocery shopping to pick some last minute meals and stuff. My parents arrived about 2 hours ago and are monopolizing Olivia now but at least I had a great weekend with Olivia and ANthony over the ( Read more... )

Yippee!!!!! I was able to bump my appointment today from 6 PM up to 1:45 so I'll know SOONER when we might be able to schedule an induction. Anthony and Olivia will be going with me. Can't WAIT!

Can it really be that we have less than one week to go before we meet our new little family member ( Read more... )

Wow, these journals are moving really slow lately.

My shower is in 15 minutes. Why do I feel nervous?! Stage fright I guess. LOL

Did I mention that Anthony made a really nice trail through our woods?! He went through with the tractor the other day and with the neighbor boy's help and his 4-wheeler, they carved out a trail so that we can walk on it, the neighbors can ride their quads, and we can ride the horses on it too! It's a little more challenging making a trail suitable ( Read more... )