what is my problem? i am not happy and alex does not see this. he is just very delusional. yes, i have all of the basic necessities, but i need more for myself.
Sometimes it's okay to be lonely.. Other times I am just so lonely I fantasiZe about living a life I know I would be better for. I don't want to throw my life away, but I also don't want to keep going on living so stagnantly
i think that we are the victim of our own unhappiness. if we just put fourth a little more effort and far less fucks to give, we might just be in a better place