For now,

I am just going to post this picture

and say

"Hello, listener - reader - friend.

This is what my life feels like,

nearly every second."


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I haven't posted any pictures in a while, and although I wanted to be faithful to some degree of chronology (I haven't even posted photos from our trip to Vegas, for fuck's sake), I scanned these snapshots of Melissa's and my excursion into the wee hours after Kelli's birthday a couple weeks ago.

( two toilets, a fetus, and a pack of cigarettes )

Everyone was very kind and comforting to me today.

And so --

my pictures.

( take my hand, we'll go away )

My sister is sitting on my bed reading Entertainment Weekly and talking about Dave Matthews CDs, Johnny Depp movies, quotes by Ellen Degeneres, Eric McCormack and Sean Hayes' sexuality. We've made a date to watch stand-up comedy and "What's Eating Gilbert Grape?" on Thursday night and go out to eat together on Friday, before our night of work and ( Read more... )

I'm not going to the darkroom tonight like I planned; I can't, I need a break. I'm not used to this much stimuli and praise. I'm not good at being good at things.

He held up other people's prints and pointed to them, big as life on the wall to show what not to do, how not to shoot, what went wrong in print. He used mine to show what was right.

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Even though I've always hated when people do this because it seems so exclusive and I'm all for 'giving myself away like the sea' like the chick from "Y Tu Mama Tambien", I've decided to try making my journal friends only for a little while. If you want to be added, please leave a comment! I'll leave my previous entries open so you can see what you ( Read more... )

Apparently large quantities of beer and liquor, Mexican food, fried potatoes, caramel corn, and Diet Coke don't agree with my stomach.

[Who woulda thunk?]

My heart feels about to burst as well. Time to sleep to make this day go away.

I'm eating salty carbohydrates and pasta and going to drink keg beer from a funnel, and I have weigh-in in the morning. Go Weight Watchers! :D

I got tired of the war posts, so they went bye-bye ( Read more... )

I woke up a few minutes ago and school was letting out, and on the ground below my window I heard a kid say "Hey Tyler, that girl is a lesbian!" and another boy said something inaudible in return ( Read more... )