i feel so much stronger with all of you around me. making revelations and making your bodies stronger, creating novels and re-committing to your art, realizing your strength and loving so much. i'm so proud of you, i feel so much better this morning having you there.

back in VT and updating the other one regularly ... !

my diaryland won't update; i have to come here to spill some words. just a few. it's difficult. i wish i could talk about kia, but he could come here. so. i have concerns. i am expanding and fading? i am quite stretched across the country with a toe not quite touching california ( Read more... )

pressing you there is only clear blue air andi (although i am here ( Read more... )

last night you were my ( Read more... )

ticket to your inner circle to cross the line at which point your mask is your skin and beyond is the roiling corn syrup barely viscous amber innards of you - i have my bags packed and i am waiting in my black dress with the lace collar and my hips flare like the '30s and my little belt with the white buckle with my hat and my curls and my black ( Read more... )

compatriot sin i am your
idiot bliss i have for
afraid don't say i was your no
thing
stolen i wish i had that t-shirt which
threadbare you were so fond of
waiting on the table's edge i am your
tulip thumb -ing my clit- thumbelina
just a phonecall
just a fine edge
just a summer rain
just a thunder(head) away

dancing space you are in, you ( Read more... )

phonecalls as 'dates ( Read more... )

indentity
fragility
insomnia
stupidity
idolatry
ephiphany

subliminal -
left handed -