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Ya so my Lj is getting more so boring and I could care less bout updating really  anymore. My friends page sucks even more so, for it leaves me with less of a link to the real world more and more, so ya I'm not gunna update or anything anymore really.

"How long have I waited here for  you? Yet, alas you never come....my dreams, my fantasies...all ( Read more... )

1. Choose 20 people from your friends at random.
2. Write something about/to each of them.
3. Don't tell anyone who the statements are about, Good or Bad, no matter what.

so here goes:

1. You were aways one of my best friends. I miss you so much Captian. Orchestra was the best with you.. esp. our section! Bowling.. haha you were always my equal in it ( Read more... )

Yea so by the looks of everything...my life is a walk in the park...well, give or take a rose or two. Seeing as how so much is happening to the people I know just makes me hurt... makes me fear of having my grandmother go as well... Before I read or saw any of this.. I was flipping through TV channels and saw some movie called "Our Heros are always ( Read more... )

Yea so it went something like this...

I went to Casey's Thursday night. We chilled the usual. Went to bed at 4am in the morning. Woke up at 4:45am to get ready. So we got ready and MOM (Casey's mother and my Seragit mother) <~~~ Spelling on that S word] got up and made us eggs and ham. I ate some eggs, had coffee, then we met Mary at her house by ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is Archery with the Case-master! (aka Casey)

Friday morning I have a bush Protest to go to! WOOT! he isgiving some damned speech here for some crap he is doing to steal out money. So guess what... We are protesting WOOT!

As for me, how I've been, what's been up?... Eh who knows... *shrugs*

Was going to update on this wicked dream I had with Techno, me dancing like crazy, partying, everyone loving me, seeing an old love I still love, Old love in army for some  reason and the only one not loving me at the party, crazy old memories popping up, everything. It was awesome and I remember it totally. It is just to long and boring I bet so I ( Read more... )

Wish I could go back to the past and make EVERYTHING right...

I miss the people..

I miss the past...

I miss you...

~I'll be just FINE...even though that I'm not....~

~I'll be just FINE...even though that I'm not....~

~I'll be just FINE...even though that I'm not....~

The vast crippling darkness
Takin hold of  my hand
Pulling me further down
To the depths of solitude
Nameless faces staring, haunting
Angry eyes piercing every vital organ
Two worlds
One home
Two different realities
With one closed gate
Existing in both worlds
With two seperate minds
Yet same thoughts at
Different times
Where one begins...the ( Read more... )