So it seems as though Tiffany does nto want me anymore. Used, abused, left unwanted. She is or thinks she is "in love" with Aaron. Aaron is a gay guy... aparently I am just shit... Aaron is what she is looking for in a guy and I dun blame her. Aaron is way kooler than me and he is super neat. I like him as a friend. Appernytly I am not what she is ( Read more... )

Reality is a bitch. Why do people like me sometimes? I think I am an ass... but that is just me... low self esteem sumtimes (so DUN listen to me Lol )

Here is how it has played out lately,

Kenji is kinda angry at me for "stealing or winning" Tiffany. Cuz we both had a crush on her. Well he told me not to make a move when he found out. So I didn't. ( Read more... )

~Blistearing Eyes~

Cuz you....

Bleed all...the time
The pieces
of a broken heart
Always...stand time

And I cannot forgive myself
for all the things I have done
but you....
You do..

Bleed one more time for me
Cuz my heart is filled with loneliness
And this world is filled with loneliness

Bleed one more time for me
Cuz the strugles of this ( Read more... )

Fuck it...

Who am I anymore?

Just a fucking lonely soul.

Hopeless romatic.

Loser.

Self hating.

Good for nothing.

Bastard.

Bull SHIT! On the world.

Fuck.... I hate me.

I will be alone forever.

As for comments on this?

Fuck off they are not wanted.

Well I went and hung out with Krissie and Tiffany today. We drove around all day and hung out at Border's and just kept thinking on what to do. We ended up at CK's again. It was cool I like the place. Tiffany seemed sad all day and well frankly it made me sad. I felt like I was doing something wrong... I dunno. :(  Why do I always think it is me ( Read more... )

Okay now that I have EVERYONE's attention I will tell you about what is up.

Okay I thought Yesterday was wed... I am so retarded LoL. It is cuz I was home for the weekend (which is not normal) So it added to days to the current day LoL. Well I hung out with Kenj-kun and we met up with Tiffany and Krissie at the Hockory Ridge Mall and here is what ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHA j/k

I will update after my smoke break.

Hahahaha I am a bitch cuz I was just kidding. HAHAHA sorry.

Wednt to MAGY. It was kool. Tiffany is cute and cool. I like her. Haha so does Kenji. I wun make a move, I am letting him have a chance cuz we have a lot of the same crushes and he feels like i steal them which i dunno how I do, I am just me. Cuz I am nice DAMN IT! Went to Casey's and ( Read more... )

Hey Hey Hey

So Naruto came to another end (for this chapter/session/season) It was episode 95-96. An hour speacial episode consisting of 2 episodes. It was really really *sniffs* how can I say this... IT KICKED ASS! We cried together, laughed together, and got annoyed together. That was a good session. It made me jump for joy. Naruto kicked more ( Read more... )

I need a cigarette DAMN IT!