SO havent updated in awhile...too busy with myspace.lol. Things are going great, Travis has been staying at my house during the week and we spend the weekends at his house, this weekend we are going camping with my grandparents, it should be fun. Travis and I have been together everyday since the begining of the month, and im not sick of him yet, ( Read more... )

So prom is tomorrow and im going with levi! thats cool, im excited about that. staying with travis tonight...been excited about that for the past three days, hanging out havin a great time at cassies...been excited about that all week. gettin to see all my friends at one place, REALLY EXCITED about that...talking to nick tomorrow....not so excited ( Read more... )

I havent been to Livejournal in FOREVER.....holy shit....took me forever to even remember my password and username.lol. well HOWS EVERYBODY BEEN!?!?!?!?!?! I have a shit load of new things to talk about but ill do that later! PEACE!

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Nick is off to NY...god i hate this. I hate not talking to him. I hate not seeing him, i hate not kissing him. i just hate it all. i miss him so bad. it feels like my life is...blank ( Read more... )

so i'm taking a few days away from ****...and it is driving me crazy. But i know this is what i have to do...maybe he will realize that for once i shouldnt have to worry about where he is or what he is doing....the table is turned now... all it takes is one lie to make me this way... next time aybe he will think before he opens his mouth...to LIE ( Read more... )

so i try to look out for someone...i get a WHATEVER...talk to you later....when they KNOW they would have said the same things...so this is it....this is how it ends....like ripping off a band-aid.... fast so it doesnt hurt ( Read more... )

So i'm finally ungrounded!!! Nick will home tonite...went to the best party at kaylas on sat. ASD= really hot talented guys! Not hotter then my sugar tho! Hung out with nate...that was fun....hes a really good person to talk to....i dont know it wasnt the same without nick....but i had a blast....hung out with my friends...by myself for once!!

school is ALMOST over...god i cant wait till summer.
I saw the one person i never wanted to see EVER again in my life...that fucked with my head. on top pf that... i miss my love...hes all i ever think about. just 5 more days...5 days...

So yesterday was Nick's last day, I can't see him for another week. What does he do...he goes to Wilton and stays there...doesnt even bring me to school. I guess he doesnt care. i knew this would happen. He has no school, so just forget about me...but its fine, i figure i will survive. HOPEFULLY.