Because of some recent events in my life. I have decided to take a job offer and go back to Phoenix. In some ways I will be glad to leave Southern Illinois. But, this will always be home for me. I will miss a couple of people. But, I am also leaving because of a couple of people. Just as soon as I know of my address and cell number I will let you ( Read more... )

Wow. On sunday night I went to the ghey bar for their halloween costume party. It was so much fun. I was dressed as a female streetwalker. I got pissed ass drunk... I had a really good time... I am going to tell you as much as I remember. I started drinking. I got hot took off my shirt and bra... Went dancing.. Lost said shirt and bra... Had random ( Read more... )

Why do I do this to myself. I'm so scared right now. Because of work and everything I'm tired all the time. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I'm crying to no reason right now. Things just need to get better. If they don't. I guess I'll just keep crying... Wow.

Yup... I sure am... And, it's not with a guy.. I'm still in love with my ex-girlfriend... It took me like forever to realize that. But, I have... I have a date with her on Friday... I am so happy... Yay!

So yeah. For probably the first time in my life. I have had titties shoved in my face by a complete stranger then like an hour later I had another girl's "covered" vagina in my face... What a fucked up night... Well... Now that you know about that let me tell you how it happened. I woke up from my nap around 8ish and called Melissa to see what she ( Read more... )

I really fucked myself up this time. I broke my leg... I am still in shock. It hurts like a motherfucker... I have to go see an orthopedic surgeon on Monday. I'm not really sure what to do now. I took my vicodin and it still hurts. mer.. I'm cold, hurt and sad... It's not a good day. I don't know what to do. I want to go to sleep, but I have to ( Read more... )

I have... But, for another post. Ummm...Wow, I went to work drunk off my ass this morning. It sucked when I crawled up the steps to my office... That sucked the most... Wow... I need to stop drinking... Wow, I'm about to go to the titty bar... It's gonna suck. Wow... I'm gonna say one last thing then get off of here. Melissa whored it out last ( Read more... )

Wow, There is not really all that much to say right now. I'm sitting at home doing nothing. Being bored off my ass. I'm hopeing that I can have fun tonight. I'm supposed to go over to a friends house after work and hook up her internet. I hope that it goes well. I think that I am in love for once. I know, y'all are probably like finally the boy is ( Read more... )

I am in love with one person and wanting to fuck two others... What a conundrum... I don't know what to do. Other than drink.. Between the Jeger, wine, Schmirnoff, beer, and whatever else was there. I think I got intoxicated enough to sing on Jakie's voicemail... hehehehe oh well... I'm tired. I love y'all have a good night.

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