i am so so so tired.
being alive, these days, exausts me.

coming back to being scared all the time. scared to write a 30 page manuscript. scared of being alone ( Read more... )

because audreys was fun, and because i am bored. ta-da ( Read more... )

im going to vent. completely unsensored, neurotic unstable girl about to vent, so just befuckingware. FHJKDHFKJGNDJKNGDJF it makes me so fucking ANGRY at myself because i dont even know what i want from him except for him to be completely giving and selfless and not even himself and then i wouldnt even want him anymore because its not him so why ( Read more... )

suppose i kept on singing lovesongs just to break my own fall. BETTER BETTER BETTER bETTER>.....oh boy. its fucking coldish here ( Read more... )

Yeah, you were just some song I wrote.A poem on a page.A sculpture I made out of clay.

Im still going to post here. maybe i'll xpost to here and blogspot ( Read more... )

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important things in life, this moment - sans boy
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In an airport again, going back to where ive been waiting to go now for well..ever ( Read more... )