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i don't know if i want to be your friend again.
i don't like being so hurt.
and as much as i hate to say it, i'm alot happier now that you're gone.

last laguna beach on tonight
NO COMMERCIALS
oh em gee
i'm excited. =]

i love craig
i love benny
i love courtney
i love ronny
i love richie
i love ben pena
i love james
i love brandon
i love everyone

awkwardness.

i lost the two people who mean the most to me.

can we fix it?
i need bob the builder.

k seriously officially me and craig are done for now ( Read more... )

i'm done ( Read more... )

i'm on some new medication
and it is making me be in a really REALLY good mood
like i feel like nothing could make me sad right now.
and me and mark talk again!
we were talking about when me, him, alecksa and jamez were all best friends.
i miss it.
but hey, we all talk
so maybe we could try to be best friends again or something.
=]

ok everything's fine almost ( Read more... )

i hate being forgotten about by people you really cared for ( Read more... )

Craig says if I drink again and there are guys around, he'll break up with me.
But if it's just girls, he'll only get really mad.
But I hate when he's mad..
so..
Bye Bye Alcohol♥