everything hurts
no reason
it just does
nothing helps
don't try
i'm sorry
but i can't help but take the path he did.

if you don't know what i'm talking about then don't ask
you don't want to know
you don't care
i'm sure of it
so don't pretend.
just don't care please.

i don't get how people can be so mean to eachother
when they know that the person they're hurting might not be there the next day.

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my mom had heart surgery today
i was supposed to go with her
but paul didn't wake me up.
she's ok, but she can't move.

and i have the flu now.
so i feel horrible.
shitty day.

i always just want to be somewhere else
nothing goes my way anymore.
the whole me craig and ben thing was perfect..for about a week.
now it's shit.
it's miserable.
mostly for me.
fuck this.
someone with a car run away with me.

i need someone to do my homework.
i'm an idiot.

i am dying my hair all brown now.
just an FYI.

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i miss having a girl best friend.
someone be my new one please.

i'm going to mountain view second semester.
that is all.
tell me classes to get.
cause i need classes with muh peeps.