I have been so horribly sick for the past week. Last night I woke up late in the night with one of the most painful hard coughing fits that lasted for nearly an hour of constant brain popping weezing and coughing. I finally fell asleep after drowing my asophigus with cloriceptic spray. This annoys me to peices since I was all primed to go apply at ( Read more... )

How long it's been since I've sat down to gather my thoughts. It must be all those damn dtars flying around in the sky, all crazy like they do. How much information has been received, and the more that passed me by. It's all spinning, and comming into some weird cunjunction that I have no real control over. It's all happening to me in bits and ( Read more... )

Live, and love without fear. People put up walls of self defense and allow insecurities to complicate things. That's what screws things up in relationships, according to The Ocean. I thought that made a hell of a lot of sense.

I had fun learning how to write again. I have to write legably so I can make my handwriting legable by anyone else but myself. It was good practice. I can't say I really enjoyed myself over the past couple weeks, but It had it's high points. We all had our high points... I always feel the need to record interesting things since I probably wouldn't ( Read more... )

I've converted to using a manual journal due to the learning that my family has been poking around in this one. For the time being I will be pencil pushing out my thoughts. Plus there is only one person I care to read my personal thoughts since she is the only person who gives good insight, and knows my full, and current situation. I can be more ( Read more... )

I had to go to church this morning. That whole religion just disgusts me. Not just the religion itself, but theres a lot of components of it that make it down right revulting to me. I suppose the largest factor in it all was the way my family treats me since I'm some sort of heathen to them. Like that is something I just popped on them last week! ( Read more... )

One thing my parents really don't understand about me. Bordom + Audra= Depressed Audra. Sure, one night in the house isn't that bad, but it's boring, and it's a waste of time. A huge waste of time I could be wholy enjoying myself makes me bitter, and it hurts my little head. Makes me want to hurt things. I just want to leave, and I'm not allowed ( Read more... )

I gave The Little Psycho Beast a Tri-hawk tonight. Mario and Leuigi filled in the g a p s. I called my house to let my Mom know I had found my wallet. Holly picked up and I said, "Tell Mom I have just located my... lighter." and started laughing my head off. I only have three days of school this week, and Im going to talk to my photo teacher about ( Read more... )

I locked in this house for another weekend. My Parents are Nazi's I think... Although they do have good reason to lock me up, It doesn't soften the blow from having to be here, at all. I got a day's suspension from having too many saturday schools. I guess there's a limit. I was doing a study on Lewis Hine, who did a lot of great composition ( Read more... )

"My Name is Contraband,and I never Realized the importence of indubidably fried chicken in a can." -Jupiter Poppet
Greatest Drunken Quote ever.

"You can fuck your Jesus in the asshole, I don't smoke pot." - Admeral Ghandi

Second best drunken quote ever.

"Your like three Hitlers, Your almost Jesus, man." Notorious M.I.K.ENo ingredients added. ( Read more... )