A quick observation of recent surroundings:
Fuzzy Eskimo jacket.
Captin's N' Pepsi heartburn
Everyone tired, but well tempered and Content.
Total Lunar Eclispe tonight (Can cause emotional instability.)
A little Fire
And some trance
Send out your healing thoughts and prayers to humanity.
Strike-top matches are great.
Fire-blowing sounds like a ( Read more... )

Ah things have returned somewhat to a more dealable reality. I had a good long talk with Ted, and everything is at peace, and quite revamped on passion if I do say so. We all had a great night last night. Things are sucking with My Dad, but I have been doing everything I can to make things go smoothly in the household. My oldest brother is going ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start. In a couple of fucking days it all seems to have imploded on me. I'm probably not going to graduate highschool, My best friends are sick of me, and hate me, My boyfriend wont even speak to me, and left me at school because he thinks im a little slut due to a friend who likes to listen to rumors and spread them. I ( Read more... )

I spill my heart out ( Read more... )

Save me from this horrible place they tell me is home. I want to stab myself in the fucking forehead. They are forcing me to take off all my jewlery for punishment. These people are fucked up. Jewlery has always been sort of protection. Now all I have is a middle finger.

And so it goes. This week sucks. I feel like everyone had something to say that just gritted me. I think I'm going to be anti-social for a day or two. Let things blow out of everyones asses, and get back into the jig of things later. I'm raping my socks early tonight. Fuck mercury too. Fuck it right up it's dirty ass. Just tie me up somewhere, ( Read more... )

This whole week was nuts. Orientation started last sunday, and it's been fright fest ever since. Nonstop training, and performing. It's been tough, and very strenuous but it's been a hell of a ride. I actually willingly came home last night. I think after being at fright fest for so long I desperatly needed something real. Some sort of ( Read more... )

I looked into the rearview mirror in Amboy Duke's Car and I saw the reflection off the windows of his car, which was reflecting the sunset. I hadn't thought more then a minute before that it was one of the most beautiful colour schemes i'd seen in the sky ( Read more... )

"I watched myself fall for him,
That's okay because he fell too
Were just layin on the floor
staring at eachother in wonder"
Yes, I do think in meter.

I'm home. It's looking better then last time. One week then I am off on another adventure.

I hate this place. It's so goddamn depressing being here. My Parents marrage is shit, I can't play music, My Cat doesn't even like me anymore, and I just want to cry. Infact, I have. I hate this place. One more year, and I will never have to set foot in this shithole ever again. My Parents still wont give me a straight answer about college. I'm ( Read more... )