Last Tuesday my Mom and I are driving along, and she mentions that she is leaving town for a while. She decided she didn't want me home while it was just the boys. So I;ve been here since wednesday. I got the notion in my head that I should enjoy myself to the fullest, and now I'm faced with the delema of "Bring your own damn beer ( Read more... )

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All I can think of besides my head spinning from the icehouse is that I really hope we catch the next red light so I can feel his car accelerate again. Look back on a warm night of good company, ending in fireworks, Literally. I didn't think there was really such a thing as a guy pimpin' without trying obnoxiously too hard. I know that there ( Read more... )

I need a good kick of an upper. This tiny pill to make me feel like a million bucks. One little letter of a drug to make everything go away for just a little while. See myself go sky high, and see the whole world come with me. One precious moment of unity can bring it all to a crashing halt when I step on my heart, and trip on it.

My Brother works at a videogame store which means I have LOTR: Two towers, and you DON'T, because you CAN'T.

I was going to write a entry that just said Hmmm, but I didn't. I tried to feel better last night, and I forgot for just a minute what it was I was trying to feel better from. I went out to the night life last night. I hung out with Arzie again. I can't remember why I stopped hanging out with that boy in the first place. He made me laugh so much ( Read more... )

My Mum, and I were making dinner in the kitchen, and listening to music from her computer. She has an awsome speaker system on her little peice of junk computer. I was playing Hedonism By Skunk Anansie and singing along, and she told me it was a shame I never took any music classes. I just sang louder to lement. She told me to turn off all the ( Read more... )

SO I cleaned up my room all nice and pretty. Plenty of space to roll around in. I also figured out how to use our new cd burner so I have music on CD now. Yay! I have been fighting off overwhelming wafts of depression thinking about Mike with his new girlfriend. It make's me want to throw up this taco bell in my stomace. I called him up a couple ( Read more... )

So this morning wasn't quite the brightest of mornings. Chad wanted me to come over this morning, but he cancled last minute because he had to register for school. He also promised to take me to the fireworks at riverfest, but came to late. So yeah, he wants something liek a rleationship, and I bitterly laughed to myself because I still am too ( Read more... )

I got grounded today. It's only until friday, but still... this is the last days of the final summer of my life. I'm missing out on good company, and a party to-night. It's getting rediculous. Yesterday I was getting my kicks frim calling peoples cellphones and leaving quotes from Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Then the people who actually picked ( Read more... )