So lately I have been spending alot of my time with this guy named Dylan, he is my boyfriend. He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. He makes me feel really good about myself. We eat lunchables together. We hangout and watch movies. We play those touchscreen games at the bar and make high scores. We go to the coffeeshop and he gets a large coffee ( Read more... )

I am letting go of grudges I hold. I am asking for forgiveness for some of the things I have done. I am learning how to be the best person I can be. It is hard to change the things that are wrong with you because first you have to notice them. I really have thought about people who mean alot to me lately and people who I really love. Some of them ( Read more... )

Isn't it a little funny how although I have reached the point past caring about alot of people and go about my everyday life without even crossing them in my mind, some of these people still concern themselves with me? When you talk shit to someone who knows me, it gets back to me. I really couldn't care less what you say because more than half the ( Read more... )

I was thinking today about people. I was pondering on exactly how unique everyone is. Every individual has flaws. Every individual has there beautiful features too. So when you are out in public and you walk by someone and you feel like they are judging you dont sweat, just look at them and realize that they are beautiful in their own way. Stop ( Read more... )

Chris is on tour. I miss him.
I got a job at Midtown Sundries at Mt. Island.
Schedule this week:
Monday:
-Midtown: 10am-11:30am
-Marble Slab: 12pm-5pm
Tuesday:
-Marble Slab: 9am-5pm
Wednesday:
-Midtown: 3:30pm-6pm[?]
Thursday:
-Marble Slab: 9am-3pm
Friday:
-Marble Slab: 1pm-9pm
Saturday:
-Marble Slab: 5pm-11:30pm
Sunday:
-Midtown: 10am-6pm

Work ( Read more... )

I have been in FL for a week. I have thought alot, about alot of things. I have thought mostly about what I want right now, and when it comes to friends I am happy until I see or think of certain things. I miss hanging out with everyone but at the same time I dont miss some of the drama. There are alot of you out there that I was pretty close to ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think to myself whether I am worthy of having such great things. I am just another shitty excuse. I dont put others before myself. I lose sight of what really matters and material things get in the way. I am mean. I am annoying. I dont have much heart. I make fun of people. I dont take time to be the daughter and sister I should be to ( Read more... )

I have been working all week. My schedule for this week was:
Monday, February 5: 9-5
Tuesday, February 6: 9-5
Wednesday, February 7: 9-5
Thursday, February 8: 9-5
Friday, February 9: 5-close, we close at 11
Saturday, February 10: OFF OF WORK!!! Anyone want to hangout?
Sunday, February 11: 5-close, we close at 10
Besides work, all I do is play sudoku and ( Read more... )

He woke up just now, he is on pain killers, and I have no idea what he is talking about. Haha, he is way too cute.