aah.. im soo sick of this. i hate bill. im done with him its over. and aah i dunno i jsut WONT LET GO..

i havnt wrote in a while but ive been buisy! always with lauren or amelia and always going and nwo with work its a mess. but i cant say i hate it.

i love hawthorne heights..

Yeah, well i havn't really wrote in a while because i have really nothing to say, everything is soo eeh. I cant wait until i can just get away for 2 weeks or whatever. Ill miss my girls but boys suck ass so all of them can fuck off! except M.B, but thats because hes my bestfriend. ooh and Nick EURRRRRRtell btu thats because hes soo fucking funny ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmm.. idn what to write.. i suck at this whole journal thingy. but i have this song stuck in my head so idn ill sing like i always do ( Read more... )

yo krista your so funny ....uhh idnnnnn love youuuuuu your kinda at my house :)

I know i just wrote, but i heard this really good song and watched to put some of in on here..

Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I've always been
And when words are not enough
I climb inside your heart I'd still find
You're my safest place to hide
My safest place to hide..

I don't really have much to say. it summer, whoohoo. Im so LONELY.. but w.e i give up on you, and i give up on everything. i cant deal with it, any of it. its too hard and hurts too bad.

Everything is pointless.

IM HOPELESS!

bK- your the only

So this weekend was pretty interesting. TOO much lacosse but oh well i was at the beach so thats okay.. but im sooo burnt from being in the sun all weekend it sucks, only because it hurts bad.. and its on my ass. But anyways...... im sooooo tired so imma go do something and yeah.

A.L & B.K - i missed you girls lots.. i loveeeeee youuuuuu

So school sucks and im gonna fail all my finals but whatever. getting out early is awesome, i get to come home watch movies, sleep, and my favorite! DREAM.. dreaming of what if could be and how it should be but it isnt. But then i cant really feel bad because nobodys life is perfect, although everyone everone wishes it was and will be its not. My ( Read more... )

Okay, so today was okay, nothing on durring school but.. i got to know Brandi and shes really cool and yeah i love you B.K lol

and yeah so that was the high light of my day and it really excited me.
that and talking to the one..

and now a random black cloud is covering my house.. weird. but.. i have basketball soon and im too lazy to type so bye

great day, im with my 2 bestest girls:-). i love them so much ( Read more... )