Well, I came to a big decision this morning.

I'm not coming home. It's absolutely pointless for me to throw the towel in just from money problems.

I mean, hey, this makes life a little more interesting. I don't know what's coming next.

You're here, I'm pleased ( Read more... )

Last night when I got home, I was doing the usual before going to bed. Changing. I noticed that there was a few lumps underneath my nipple. My initial reaction was to take my peircings out because of infection ( Read more... )

I GOT A PUPPY!

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There are times when we must realize how animalistic and cruel we can be. This is one of those times for me. I have to look at my entire being and realize the things I must change in order to prevent this from happening again. It will take patience. It will cause frustration. However, in the end it has to be done ( Read more... )

WHAT A WILD RIDE!

discouraging.

It's been 11 months since I have been physically intimate with anyone. That includes EVERYTHING. We're talking holding hands, kissing, the whole nine yards. That is 11 months of being "alone". I've been fixing myself. I havn't arrived at the finish line yet, but I've been running one hell of a race ( Read more... )

What do you do when you can't even explain the answers yourself?

When my mind is going a million miles an hour, it takes away my ability to feel much of anything. It's hard to feel emotions when you're concentrated on separating all the thoughts that come and go.

to have an expectation, to anticipateAlot of changes are taking place. It feels ( Read more... )

As soon as I got home I looked around and realized that this isn't home anymore ( Read more... )