i could not have felt more emotions today. i'm glad to have settled with happy ( Read more... )

It's ironic that once out of school and away from the music department how enamored i am with music. my favorite professor thus far, paul harris, told me one day, "the definition of a music student is 'one that hates music". at first i laughed because i thought he was joking, but then i realized that we all sit around critiquing and cramming our ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning around 8:30, went for a run, did crunches and leg lifts, cleaned my room, got the last bit of goods from my old house, took a shower, and now am relaxing on my front porch and soaking up the sun. tacoma has never been prettier. i have become completely self-sufficient and i am loving it. now all i need is a good job ( ( Read more... )

our last day of classes is wednesday. i have two finals and a paper due before then, and a final everyday next week. a good portion of my grades are unsatisfactory at this point ( Read more... )

why can't men here realize that i only want them for sex? i thought it would be relatively simple to find men to have meaningless sex with me...alas, they all seem to want relationships. unfortunate ( Read more... )

i've been talking to my brother a lot lately, and i think after i finish my undergrad at ups, i want to apply to med school...this will be after lana and i take a year off and backpack all over europe ( Read more... )

i never thought taking care of myself would be so hard.

it's interesting, before the break i was convinced that i was going to be productive and learn all of my music for the opera and my junior year recital. i leave next wednesday to head back up, and other than reviewing my arias for the opera and picking up like 13 scores from cal state fullerton's music library, i really haven't done anything ( Read more... )

i've missed the smell of my house. i'm glad to be home.

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2 papers and 5 finals down...one more final to go...fuck yeah.

hopefully the pass wont be closed because of all the snow. i would still like to leave on saturday.