2012 is working out to be my year. I'm finally living.

I'm doing things that I would have never guessed myself to be doing even a year ago.
Sometimes I want to ask myself what am I doing? But I'm completely fine with not having an answer.
Maybe this is me enjoying the time I'm in for once. Maybe this is me growing up.

No matter where you are in the world, or what time it is, someone out there is awake and living.

Trying to get out of a rut is really, really hard but I'm trying the best I can. I've started to write down all of my thoughts so they are out of my body and into the physical world, that way I don't have to carry them with me all the time and I am free to not worry as much. I can't believe that after doing so well and actually sort of being happy ( Read more... )

hello, august.

rule of thumb: don't date gay men. :/

In Florida on that annual family trip we take. This one's by far the worst, I think. Me getting older and having to deal with my family all together just does not work. Things have calmed down a bit but you know never know someone is going to lose it. Oh well. I've enjoyed what I can. Wednesday I come home ( Read more... )

Life is steady ( Read more... )

being content is hard to explain.

a lot of nice, new changes & people in my life right now. when someone exits, new people arrive.
i've been mostly on twitter and some facebook. i check this everyday though, i just haven't felt the need to write.

As we're Russian I kinda wish my family had a New Year's tree, but since we're Jewish my father finds it to be a christian connotation. Oh well. Happy 2010 everyone.