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[lacubrious1000]

i'm rewarded for my greif

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[best_of_dying]

that is a very unhealthy way of thinking.

it's gotten to the point where you dont want to be happy because you don't want to gain weight? you never gained weight to the point where it looked bad. just like me.

and being attracted to boys ISN'T BAD REMEMBER DOOFUS!

i love you. and i'm worried about you. you reasons for staying miserable, should be different then because you want to lose weight. which i'm sure you do have different reasons, but weight loss isn't one of them.

iloveyou very much.

[lacubrious1000]

no, trish. i don't want to be happy because i don't feel like i deserve to be. because i feel guilty every time i'm happy.