WEll after a fun filled afternoon then dinner me and mike contiued going at it he said harder and I was like ok and well the bed slid of the box spring and I hit the tv cabnet...needless to say my head hurts. Yes the bed really came off the box spring ( Read more... )

Well you know what Chris Woodson I loved you but not in that boyfriend way. If I was horrible for cheating on you then you were horrible for pretending. I was at a low point in my life and we just we were low together and I've apologized for everything. I'm glad things are going well for you ( Read more... )

WEll lets just say friday night turned into Saturday morning....well Saturday at 1:45 I had not a wink of sleep got another tattoo(before I had a few) and had a blast. I'm now stuck between a rock and a hard place. I'm searching for an apartment and I don't want to worry about guys cuz people say im too young or whatever but hey I want one. So sue ( Read more... )

WEll IT's friday night and I'm going out...I need a little fun After a close encounter in the early mornign with a blade I feel alot better. manless, but I'll survive I keep hoping I find someone...but I want it to be soon. I still love PAt but I can't be pulled like that I can't take it. Well off to the bars! I wanted to go to Looney's no way all ( Read more... )

Well Here I am @ 2 in the morning crying.

I had a promise of a plane ticket to go to Chicago and now nothing but lies and a broken heart. I'm such a fucking idiot. Once again he turned it out to be my fault...I just want to be ok...I sat in my bed with my exacto knifw held to my wrist and I stopped and told myself that wont solve anything ...

Always new I felt funny as a child...lol

OF course once again I dont write forever ( Read more... )

I just want stability, yet I want craziness...I want to be completely ok with myslef and be complete with someone else. I'm just exhusted from givivng my heart away and letting myself be hurt...yep but other than that tragic story - HA I'm ready to go back to school, work and im paying for my own cell phone - that's crazy. I'm crazy hahaha. I'm ( Read more... )

WEll a lot has happened since the last time i wrote. I met someone in California.. I fell in love with him. I still care for him and the complication is our worlds are so different right now. I started to miss my ex something bad, but then i snapped out of it. I just suck in the guy dept. I just want safety, comfort...I'm not sure how to handle ( Read more... )

My luck with men sucks...and I refuse to give myself up for affirmation and love. I went out to lunch on sat with this guy named Josh. Cool he took me to a really expensive place and we had a nice conversation. But he's 30 and a recovering coke head. So he meets me for coffe the next night and is like you wanna go to huntington beach and i was all ( Read more... )