been quite a while since i wrote in here, im not sure what made me stop exactly all i know is i just stopped all together without any urge to write in here, but today iv realizedsomething, not writing is not doing me good...blocking the feelings. See i didnt think i had tow rite because these are good feelings, but i guess i need to get them out ( Read more... )

o christ how do i get my self into these things ( Read more... )

this is my brain at the moment ( Read more... )

yay for being bi-polar.

i can never understand how i go from absolute tears to laughing and extremly happy. i guess its not posible for me to be sad for long periods of times.

haha, yay.

Hearta nd a half to all

Im sorry if im not fucking preppy enough for you ( Read more... )

I dyed gemmas hair. yay.

im going crazy....again. yay.

i think im starting to ealy annoy bob. yay. ok well not realy yay.

im in a self pitty mood again. yay.

im ugly.

When i try to let people into my fucking dissfunctinal world it goes and fucking blows up in my face ( Read more... )

well sheesh to all you people.

so long time no update. iv been having trouble obtaining a working computer. goddamn all computers are a conspericy to get people pissy. grrr ( Read more... )

weeee ( Read more... )