Sometimes people confuse the hell out of me. I'm sick of this shit. Maybe I'll just cut my losses with everyone and become a god damned hermit. I get in trouble for being myself. I just don't know what else to do. I LIKE being attractive, I LIKE getting attention from guys... I LIKE being a total flirt and something of a whore. So the fuck what?! I ( Read more... )

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I give up on boys... I'm so sick of being hurt, and afriad of being hurt that I hurt myself to lessen the pain. I miss so many people, so many things. I am disgustingly depressed right now. Sarah went back to college, Max totally ruined any respect I would even consider giving him anymore, Brian and I were over before we started, Jerry reminded me ( Read more... )