Ok i am going to do one of those leave me an anonymous reply to this entry. it can be anything you want: a confession, a secret, something you like or dislike about me, if you had a crush on me. like i said it can be anything, and you can post it anonymously so i don't know who you are. if you want you can post something completely unrelated to me ( Read more... )

it's friday and i am bored as hell. break is almost over and what do i have to show for it? nothing. well i started a story finally. only took me forever and it will take me forever to finish it. i still haven't finished my old one. one of these days i will. i would like to get up at least the teaser to my story. it isn't a prolog but just a mini ( Read more... )

life so far isn't too bad. i got my mid warning grades and i am passing but that is from a few weeks ago. as far as i know i am still passing. criminal justice could be better, but i am going to work on it over break. break officially started wed at 1:30 for me and i have been relaxing for the past couple of days. it's nice to be home but i don't ( Read more... )

so sue me for having things bothering me about certain ppl. i never said that anything bad about them on the internet. i have a journal here for my own purposes and forget that other ppl actually read what i write. sorry that i feel the way i do, and sorry that i am worried about ppl. i just don't want to see anything happen to anyone and you ( Read more... )

It has been a really busy couple of weeks. school and activities have been keeping me busy and of course my boyfriend. I officially decided to start doing fishers of men. I felt a calling to it and I don't understand why I was so against it at first. Like Marti it was not something I wanted to do at first because that is just not me but I asked God ( Read more... )

i have been updating more frequently in xanga than here. it was like when i decided to post at this other place and i did for awhile but i always find myself back here again. things have certainly been good lately. i found out that i actually have more money than i originally thought but i cant just go and spend spend spend. so i think i will be ( Read more... )

i have never felt so insecure about my age before. i always thought that age didn't matter. i know that this is different but me and my sister are 6 years apart and we are best friends. she includes me in on what she is doing and i do the same for her. i never realized before how much age matters. between us it was never really a problem and then ( Read more... )

People make their own decisions in this life. When you have to blame others just to make yourself feel better that is wrong. The reason for a person to up and dessert someone is not a choice that they made just on their own but a choice made also by the person that they desserted. They didn't want to but the choice more or less was easier for them ( Read more... )

my life is seriously going down the drain. almost literally. i got busted for underage drinking. my dad wants me out of the house and he might be dieing or something. he won't tell me what is going on. it really bothered me to know that i might never get to see my sister again. i love her more than anything and would do anything for her even though ( Read more... )

definantly confused. matt imed me today and i kinda don't know what i am supposed to think. i didn't want to bring anything up at the moment b/c i was just happy to talk to him again. am i supposed to think anything or just nothing at all? i am figuring nothing at all. i want to think something but i know i shouldn't. i guess i will just not push ( Read more... )