i'm lost.
who would of thought sobriety would be hard?

all i have to say is;

HELLOOOO, GOOOODMORNING!

ilub!

i am back & i successful graduated treatment; but that is only the beginnig. recovery is a long haul; so far i'm truckin.

i wrote a huge entry but i couldn't post it.

i don't know why.

i'm leaving in eight hours.

thank you richie for an amazing 2 1/2 hours. i love you more than you could ever know.

give me a moment;


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obladi oblada life goes on bra,
la la how the life goes on.

stupid; seriously.

everyone has such crazy lives.

it's always crazy to see where everyone is now. it's crazy to see me, going nowhere any of everyone else is going. that was a crazy sentence to say aloud.

everything's crazy, and i'm crazy too.
fucking crazy!

but the crazy thing is, i could be going places everyone else is going, i could be there now, but somewhere along the way i let my ( Read more... )

Finally eighteen, finally a mananger agian, finally slowed down, you know...

Finally.

I never have anything good to write anymore--
most of you would be ashamed at a typical day of mine,
I know I am.

but, I'm chained.

i hate being sick--it's terrible. that's probably why is called 'sick', but then agian 'sick' is also a 'cool' thing.

sick brah!

i'm living ghetto-fabulous in renton, wa. excting. drunk, you know how it is.

my boyfriend got punched at the transit center because he doesn't smoke cigarettes.