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[lady_bealzabub]

had a dr. appointment today. nothing major, just a check up

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i was also given muscle relaxants for some reason? (it's supposed to be for insomnia, so i guess that makes sense...)

but i'm more so just coming to terms with the realization that i might be on antidepressants for the rest of my life... and being oddly okay with that. there's nothing

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[pineapplebites]

I literally JUST opened the Marble Hornets Something Awful thread before reading this. XD

I am glad you are making a concious effort to be happy. I am working on that as well. I think when I have insurance again, I may try to get put on anti-anxiety medication. I don't like antidepressants for myself, but I feel like getting my anxiety under control would help me a LOT.

[lady_bealzabub]

i'm not insured right now, i'm going to a low-cost charity clinic though. if you can't see yourself getting insurance in the foreseeable future i'd definitely recommend doing something similar.

and YES on getting anxiety under control. i'm prone to horrible anxiety attacks when i'm not medicated. D: (it's one of the contributing factors to my insomnia actually- i get tense and paranoid when i'm tired.) it really does help, in my experience at least.

[ugotpounced]

Happy emotional Spring! Let me ask that annual question. Fanime? Try PawFur.

[lady_bealzabub]

i'm not making to to fanime this year unfortunately. i actually have an artist's booth at pawfur though.