Diabetes = Almost DEAD...

Nobody sees when you are lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warm
But it will only make me colder when it's over
So I can't tonight, baby

No, not "baby" anymore, if I need you
I'll just use your simple name
Only kisses on the cheek from now on
And in a little while, we'll only have to wave

My hand won't hold you down ( Read more... )

i think that im lost my mind... 
i really sound  pathetic but right now i dont have anyone or thing to vent to .
im gone.. numb if you will
i thought that i would never be this hurt again... but this time its worse and i dont know if i can handle the pain any more ...
 i started work again on monday after not sleeping at all sunday night.. it was an ok ( Read more... )

Love is a Battlefield

i told myself i wouldn't miss you
but i remembered
what it feels like beside you ...

Things did not seem to be working out ...

I was doubting
              u were doubting

in the end

I LOVE YOU

Boy oh boy do i miss camp. i feel like im having to deal with too much shit that i just am not old enough for... and i NEVER thought i would feel that way. it seems like the grass is always greener on the other side... why does camp seem so green this year??? i had the worst summer of my life last year and told myself i would never go back... yet ( Read more... )

And when i look up....
i Trip over things...

a week or two ago i went in to the hospital cuz i was in dka..it sucked...
i went back 3 days later cuz they told me to.. and Grier came with me .. it was cute .. but my heart rate was crazy so i was there for like 5 hours again... that sucked..
but since then things have been going good.
there is a HUGE service project going on at work and me and ( Read more... )

FRIENDS ONLY

let me know and ill add you .