I'm going to Athens tomorrow, seriously early in the morning. I wish I'd cancelled it, I wish I'd never booked it. I don't know why I'm going. I'm really worried I'm gonna find myself in this strange city, with the wrong guy, and just lose it. Everyone tells me to stop giving myself such a hard time over this, and I've tried. It's because I ( Read more... )

Crap, crap, crap, crap. Moan, moan, moan. Arse.

Thank God for that. I made it through another insanely long shift and am now off till Friday!!! Now all I need is someone to to ply me with alcohol and/or marijuana...

Why am I doing this bloody job with these ridiculous fucking hours? It's Sunday, I should be in the pub.

I was successful with the staying in Worthing. I've had a relatively quiet couple of days. Been trying to get stuff put away in the room, it's a slow process. I have decided on definitely going to Greece though, so that's one decision taken care of. I caught Nikos on msn last night, and we had a bit of a chat. I sent him an e.mail the other ( Read more... )

I'm going up to Leeds next week, and I'm looking forward to it. I don't know what's going to happen with Jim, but he's a nice bloke, so it has to be worth a crack. Greece, well I'm still undecided. I have defiant yes days, and equally certain no days. The consensus of opinion seems to be to go, what the hell. Even the Sandweaver track I was ( Read more... )

If you can cope with a crisis of a moral/emotional nature, I could really use some guidance here. If not, don't even read past this sentance, it may well revolt you ( Read more... )

I think you have to be a total mug to have a job. I'm trying to work out whether the relative advantage of earning money outweighs the carefree bliss of being unemployed.. It's a tricky one. Maybe I should return to the idea of making and selling things. Everyone raves on about being their own boss after all ( Read more... )

I got back from Bestival yesterday, and damn, it was excellent. It's been a few years since I've partaken of the full festival experience, but I must say, I was especially impressed with this one. It wasn't very big, but there were loads of crazy little places to find and explore. Like the inflatable church, praise be!, where we got down to some ( Read more... )

If I had my way, I wouldn't be going to work tonight. I'd be off to Club East to watch Sandweaver play. And drink. Some times my work really sucks. These last couple of days I've toyed with the idea of jacking it in. (There is a principal involved, which I can't be arsed to go into now) Maybe I should just clear off to Greece, I've got enough ( Read more... )