Not improving as much as it seems

[lady_fox]

I have grown more quiet about my grief. In part because I'm saving things to post to the new blog. In bigger part because I'm starting to get tired of hearing my own sadness all the time.

If I'm sick of it, how can anyone else not be?

So I get more quiet, and try to only post things that are important or uplifting. I'm not hiding how I am, and if

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[sargon999]

I'm so sorry. I wish I could say something helpful.

You're in the country of grieving right now. Some people never leave, but I think you will.

It hurts. And there's no way to get through that except feeling it. And it sucks, because there's no cure, no balm, no shortcut.

But it won't be forever. There will come a day when you realize you're being sad because you'll feel guilty if you don't, and then you'll know it's starting to pass.

[lady_fox]

Thank you.

[nidea]

Do you have a counselor? Not to make the feelings go away, but to help you through them.

[lady_fox]

Yes, I'm going to a therapist. Thank you.