.....I used to be so...poetic. I had a way with words, man. It was definitely my Thing. But now I'm just colorless. Bland. ....average. I hate it.

Other completely annoying and depressing list of things that I used to be but am not anymore:

~not broke.
~excited for tomorrow
~a writer
~a musician
~someone important...to other people
~happy

I am fascinated by ( Read more... )

I'm finding out the hard way what it is that is really, truly missing from my life. Why it feels so cold and boring. Why I never get excited about anything or laugh out loud anymore. I thought, I honestly did, that it was because of a serious lack of Jake. But I really don't think so anymore ( Read more... )

I can't belive how much more difficult it is to write papers for college than it was for highschool. I used to be able to pull off A papers in a few hours, but now I find myself spending over six hours on them. Literally days on end. I think most of this is because I don't work on them (because I just don't have the time) until I absolutely have to ( Read more... )

So WOO-HOO because college has almost zero suckiness! I got to see Jake today (and I'll see him again Thursday and again on Saturday hopefully), I got a job interview, I got a relatively decent amount of hours at work, I got to talk to some old friends, and my cat had kittens! Right adorable little five inch balls of tottering puffiness they are:) ( Read more... )

Things I've learned today ( Read more... )

I'm worried about my boyfriend-I wish he would call me ( Read more... )

Story of my almost-party:The last time I updated I was paranoid-I mean, slightly concerned, about having a party and no one showing up. Well, I called everyone on the list of about 15 a few days beforehand and only two people said they were going to be able to come. Two. (These two people being Scott and Katie, my now favorite people until the day ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while...mainly because my internet went extremely retarded for a long period of time ( Read more... )

These few, rather lame things excite me ( Read more... )