Well I'm no longer feeling hurt and that's good. I'm just angry these days. I mean, how can you say such sweet things like that to someone, treat them so nicely, and kiss them so passionately, and then dump them a week later? Oh and then get together with one of their friends less than a month later and do the same things to them. It just pisses me ( Read more... )

I need to get this out so I can not think about this crap any more. I just can't not spend at least one minute a day thinking about my ex boyfriend. I mean it's so freaking lame. For a while I totally forgot about it all. But then we had a sleepover and all that crap got brought up again. Him, our kiss, my happiness around him. It was so great. I ( Read more... )

I know I'm getting over all that crap. I can think about it and smile and laugh about the fun parts. But I know I sill miss some things. It's sad but it makes me smile. I falling back into that...aww I miss him kind of thing but I think I just need to meet someone new to get my mind off of him. I mean he's totally not what I want. There are so many ( Read more... )

Ok I think I'm a bad person. I mean I could actually stoop that low. Having just watched Othello and dealing with a sucky ex-boyfriend doesn't make for good thoughts. I think I'd seriously think about manipulating people just to mess with him. He deserves it. He's a jerk. And I feel bad for Rhonda because: A. She likes him. B. I told her really bad ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't updated since August. That's insane. Soooo much has happened since then. It's been a crazy year. After about half of that semester, Phoenix and I couldn't stand each other. Too much togetherness. But now that we only have one class together things are much more bareable. Though, school is out next week ( Read more... )

Seriously. Ever wonder why friends stop being your friend and all of sudden hate without reason? Yeah I do. It's stupid really. But maybe that means we weren't ever meant to be friends in the first place. Who knows ( Read more... )

Dude he's still hanging on to her and he knows there's no chance in hell of her ever even thinking about him like that again. I mean there are so many things wrong with that guy, I could go on forever. He's disgusting, in more than one way. I know he's obsessed with her and it creeps me out sooo much. And I'm not even her! I just don't understand ( Read more... )

So yesterday Phoenix and I decided to drive down the street where Charlie supposedly lives. We didn't see his little car anywhere. So we left. The whole time I was paranoid though. I thought he'd see us or something. I know he could have been watching from a window or something. It's possible but kind of doubtful he did it. So I'm hoping he didn't ( Read more... )

Everytime I go out, I hope to see Charlie's pathetic little red car. Or even him doing some random thing. A glimpse of him would be satisfying but is not in store for me unfortunately. At least with my luck, its not. The boy is an idiot. He's proved it time and time again. Yet I continue to want him. I'm the idiot here but he's an even bigger one. ( Read more... )

Just seeing if this works. Don't mind me.


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